Feeds:Saturday
- Portraying: Hello, agonist
- Conveying: Sunburn
- Now Playing: "Sunsets and Car Crashes" - The Spill Canvas
- The Saying: "I like skunk music!" - some guy at Godstock, 08/02
- Displaying: oopy.com
- When Praying: Amanda, since she's started classes; Ian, as he takes a good look at where he is and what God wants of him
- Betraying: Kat
I will never cease to be amused by the sight of short-haired people trying to headbang.
Well, LifeLight was awesome today. I got stuck running the Nodes merchandise table during the first part of their set; it was fun, but I had wanted to be watching them, since I won't see them play again before I [deport?]. Parker invited me to stay at their house anytime I come back for a visit. Heh. Seeing him and Karly together makes me wish I had that raight now. Not Karly, but the [ability?] to just sit and enjoy time with my girlfriend, taking in a concert, or a movie, or just talking. I miss her, you know. But this seperation is either going to strengthen our relationship, or reveal it to never have been true in the first place. I hope -and pray, actually- that it's the former; I'd hate to think that I was just using her, or was tricking myself because I was lacking the love of a girl. I'd hate to learn that every time I said "I love you" I was almost lying. I realize this is kind of heavy stuff, and you can stop reading now if you want, unless you're Amanda, who has to at least read the next sentence. Amanda, since I hope you're still reading, I do love you, as far as I know; if I don't then why does the thought of not loving you nearly break my heart? (This is what this thing is for, really. Introspection through writing. This will continue to be a fairly heavy entry.)
Does a corrallary partially rooted in fallacy necessarily have to be false? I'll finish (heh) this later, because HS just showed up and we're going to go do stuff.
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