Smallhouse Log

Tuesday, Ninth Week
"Why do I keep forgetting to put on pants?" - Mike LaRocco, 05/01/03

Man, am I a whiney baby or what, posting two days in a row? My defense: I read the entire It Never Rains archive this afternoon. It's amazing how long I've been reading that comic. I love it so; it makes me wish my life were a bit more dramatic; more that that, it makes me wish I could cartoon. I should stop whining and just do it, I know, but I also know that ideally I should stop whining and just write my fake lab report and then get to work on that SOSC paper. Coui aye, it's been almost a week since that sucker was due.

But we all know I'm still going to whine. At least I'm not screaming 'WHY IS LIFE SO FREAKING HARD?!' at the top of my lungs. Maybe I should. But anyway, I was cleaning my desk just now, and found the note I wrote to remind myself to post about Paige Kuiper. There, now I canthrow the note away. No, but really, I haven't seen this girl since, like, graduation, and it's not like I was that close to her, ever, even though we did go through 13 years of school together. Good times. But anyway, a couple nights ago, I had this really cool, weird dream. Adventure, and the like. But in this dream, I run into Paige in, like, some hotel, if I remember correctly. She hung around for a good while, too. As they say, "But if I understood the unconscious, then it wouldn't be the unconscious anymore, very well would it now?"

"Likewise, changing just because I say so? Rearranging yourself with nowhere to go, feeling vertigo?" I should quote Furthermore more often. "Have you ever contested that which continues to be true? Have you ever considered that you make a great big fool of you?"

"Also, I want to remind you, haunting memories are hunting you down, wanting you to drown."

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